Up to this moment I never wanted to remember the past. And there's a damn good reason for it.
In the past, when I was just a naive little man that didn't know about the cruelty of the world. I was in Caster City doing mission from a Fixer. Around this time I had already gotten kicked out of the highschool that attended and was about to go to Michigan, which was the start of the uprising of my life.
As I said before, I was already depressed from the events that happened when I little. I figured that I would go to Detroit and restart from nothing. There I met Sarah. She was a blonde woman that had the body of a supermodel. I met her at a bar that I was about to perform at since back then the second most paying job was to perform at a bar.
I had a few drinks before Sarah came up to me and asked for my number. At the moment, I just gave her my number because many had asked my number before but never contacted me. I went and performed on the stage. I sang my heart out to some of the songs that I had listened before like Afterlife by Evanescence, Abyss by YUNGBLUD, and Fighting myself by Linkin Park. I had to ask a favor of one of the bands I met before to come here and perform with me since some of the songs I wanted to perform had many more instruments involved.
After I performed, I began to drink more and began talking with Sarah as she was the only person that I knew other than the people I asked to help me perform.
We both began to talk about basic things like what we like to do, where we work, and etc. We both ended up drinking and I couldn't drive my car. I ended going to her place as she lived near the bar. As you know when drinking you can't think straight and we ended up having sex.
Now, this wasn't the first I had sex since back in Caster City I had many "interactions" with the women at the school. But it seemed it was hers and I accidently.... Made some things since I had no condom. But we both handled it and went on with our lives.
We never had the kid and it was disappointing to not have the kid. But we went on with our lives.
It was all going to plane until I went on a specific mission. That's when everything I had built up came crashing down.
The mission was a normal. It was a search and rescue mission. I had Sarah on my team including some others that I hired. Around this time I was known to be the best mercenary when it came to finding people and stealing things back from the clutches of companies that were terrible.
But it was a trap.
We were in the building at the time and we went to look on the bottom floors for the person that was needed to found. This mission was deemed a failure since we found the kid dead with his organs surgicaly ripped out. I ended up finding a tape that was covered with blood. I picked the tape up and found a VCR to watch it. Which was a mistake.
The horrendous shit we found on the tape nearly made me throw up. We found men violating the kid in every way possible. They tortured the poor kid for fuck sakes. I immediately sent the rest of the team out of the building and I stayed there to have my head cleared.
I looked down into my hands and cried. Though I've seen worse but to see what the kid was put through..... It was just heartbreaking. I stopped crying and looked towards the kid. I never believed in the gods because of the things I've seen over the years but I prayed for the kid.
I went towards the body of the kid and prayed.
As I finished praying, I looked off to the side and found an SD laying. I held out my hands towards the SD. I grabbed it and checked if it had anything that was relevant to the case that had happened here.
It only read as: READ IF YOU DARE
I didn't care about what would happen and I inserted the SD in my ports. I was immediately placed in a trance and had my entire system short-circuited. I fell to the ground twitching and began to sent into a simulation.
There I was placed into the kid, that was murdered, perspective.
I saa and experienced what the kid felt. Fear, sense of wanting to die, anger, sadness, and the feeling of senseless hope. The excruciating pain of having my organs slowly ripped out of me. My hands getting cut. My legs ripped out of my body relentlessly. My body getting raped by the disgusting men that wanted a quick relief.
Being forced to drink their disgusting fluids. Having to be injected medicine that prevented me from dieing. My brain slowly turning blank as I had no longer been able to think from the amount of torture and experiments tested upon my body.
After the many days of that, I was finally left to die as they no longer needed me anymore. I cried and cried as I finally was able to die in peace.
I finally was ejected from the simulation and was left there braindead. I looked up towards the ceiling for the room, without any concerns with my life. I slowly developed a voice behind my head.
Kill them! You know you fucking want to you damn idiot!
The voice kept telling me to kill them. It tried to entice me with voice slowly changing into Sarahs voice. This was the beginning of the voice that I had in my head. The voice that I heard was my alter ego that had emerged from the SD.
Soon the voice began to overtake me and an unexpected event had happened the same day of the mission.