Chapter 502 - 353.

Sometimes, she had thought, maybe her "first time" didn't necessarily have to be given to her husband. Influenced by some modern ideas, especially after meeting Zhou Jin, that mature, open, slightly cynical older woman, she wondered if "the first time", or so-called chastity, wasn't really "everything for a woman". She could give it to her husband, or to some boyfriend whom she had passionately loved for years. Even if they could never walk down the aisle together, to savor that taste during adolescence, to let some handsome, crazily infatuated boy receive the blood of her virginity as a token of sacrifice and love, was a kind of romance, a fashion she could accept. She cherished her virginity, was shyly imagining a beautiful first time, but never believed she had to cling as tightly as ancient women to the idea of being with only one man. She hoped her chastity could add romantic and beautiful memories to her youth, not just be a bargaining chip for a girl's value in life.