Doing actions that could be called "evil" if it was in the Earth in his past life memories, Ainsworth contemplated and realized that he seemed to not care much about it.
It could be said that aside from his unaccustomed use of it when committing "evil" and "unlawful" acts for the first time, he already kept doing it as if it were the norm.
If it was before he transmigrated to Awakener Era Earth, all actions he did in the Otherworld would have been illegal, unethical, and immoral.
However, the memories he had in Awakener Era Earth found his actions normal. It was even taught to him that it was normal for Awakeners to do such a thing in the Otherworld.
'Was I this ruthless and indifferent? As far as I remembered, in my past life, I was at least kind and filial to my parents and I treated my brother and two sisters well.'