Chapter 6: Rising Tensions
The Crawley Town camp thrummed with life after their FA Cup win over Hereford. In training, the players carried a new swagger, their passes cracking across the wet grass, tackles landing with a fierceness that hadn't been there a month ago. That 1-0 win wasn't just a ticket to the next round, it was a jolt to a squad that had spent the early season doubting they'd ever climb out of League Two's basement.
Niels felt it in his heart, a spark that warmed him against the November chill. Luka Radev demanded the ball with a boldness that turned heads, his quick feet dancing through drills. Jamal Osei owned the midfield, his barked orders carrying a new weight, steadying the younger lads. Even Milan, whose face was usually carved from stone, let rare smiles slip, his eyes glinting with pride as the team moved with purpose. The squad's laughter rang louder, their boots kicking up clumps of damp turf, a rhythm that spoke of belief, hard-won and precious.
But beneath the buzz, a shadow was stealing in, quiet and cold, wrapping itself around Milan. Niels caught it Tuesday morning, mist clinging to the pitch like a shroud, the air sharp in his lungs. Milan's whistle sliced through the fog, but mid-shout, he froze, hand pressed to his chest, face tightening for a heartbeat before he pushed on, voice gruff as ever. Niels told himself it was the cold, but the moment lodged in his mind, sharp and stubborn, like a thorn he couldn't shake.
That evening, as players trudged off, their chatter fading, and groundskeepers hauled gear to the sheds, Niels found Milan alone by the touchline. The head coach stood under the floodlights' harsh glow, hand on his chest, staring into the long shadows stretching across the grass, his breath uneven.
"Milan, you okay?" Niels asked, voice light but tight, not wanting to press too hard.
Milan straightened fast, hand dropping, a forced smile flickering. "Yeah, just the cold catching me." His eyes slid away, dodging Niels' gaze. "Don't fuss, lad."
Niels' worry flared, words sticking in his throat. Milan had been his anchor, the one who'd hauled him from the wreckage of his playing days, given him this chance. "Alright," he said, nodding reluctantly. "Just take it easy, yeah?"
Milan's laugh was thin, brittle, lost in the empty stands. "Easy? You sound like my wife."
The next week brought the FA Cup second-round draw, and the canteen buzzed with nervous excitement. Players crowded a flickering TV, murmuring about their odds, as Crawley drew an away tie against an old Conference rival, a scrappy side that'd test their newfound fire.
"Alright," Milan's voice cut through, sharp but slower as he entered, his steps deliberate, heavy. "Enough daydreaming. League game comes first."
The squad nodded, snapping to focus, but Niels' heart sank. Milan leaned against the wall, a sheen of sweat on his brow despite the cool air, his hand twitching toward his chest before he caught himself.
Later, heading to his office to pore over scouting reports, Niels passed Milan's door, cracked open. Inside, Milan sat, eyes shut, rubbing his chest, breaths short and strained, like he was fighting to keep them steady.
Niels knocked softly. "Milan?"
Milan's eyes snapped open, his face hardening, control locking back in. "Yeah?"
"You sure you're alright?" Niels stepped inside, voice low, urgent. "You've been off. I'm worried, coach."
For a split second, something raw broke through Milan's guard, a flicker of fear Niels had never seen. Then it vanished, buried under the steel Niels knew so well. "I'm fine," Milan said, voice clipped. "Just tired... These matches are taking their toll, that's all I guess."
Niels held his gaze, searching, but Milan waved him off, sharp and dismissive. "Go on, we've got a back line to fix before Saturday."
Niels hesitated, then nodded, stepping out of the office. Down the hall, a muffled cough chased him, raw and desperate, like a truth Milan couldn't hide. Niels' stomach churned. Milan had been his guide, his second chance. Now, seeing him falter, Niels felt a fierce need to step up, to protect the man who'd saved him.
The signs piled up, impossible to ignore. Milan's shouts from the sideline grew rare, his pacing sluggish, measured. Niels filled the gaps, tweaking formations, yelling corrections, even leading a pre-match talk when Milan's voice gave out the night before a crucial league game, his throat raw from coughing. The players saw it too, their eyes darting to Milan during drills, their quiet whispers spreading like ripples.
Friday morning, during a tense session, Milan sank onto the bench, face pale, sweat dripping despite the cold. Niels rushed over, heart hammering, but Milan waved him away, jaw clenched, eyes blazing with stubborn pride. "I'm fine," he growled, voice low but fierce. The players froze, uncertainty flickering, until Milan's whistle blasted, sharp and defiant, pulling them back to work.
As the training session ended, players drifted off, their earlier spark dimmed by the weight of the moment. Niels stayed behind, watching Milan slump forward, elbows on knees, head bowed, his breath uneven. It was a small moment, but it roared louder than any crowd.
That night, Niels lay awake in the bed, the streetlight outside his flat flickering, shadows dancing on the ceiling. A knot of dread twisted in his gut, tight and unrelenting. Crawley was rising, their spirit fierce, their dreams growing bolder. But the man who'd built it all, who'd given Niels this life, was unraveling, silent and stubborn, refusing to let it show.
For the first time, Niels' thoughts wandering beyond the next match. He thought of Crawley's future, of the team he'd come to love, and what it might mean if Milan, their heart and soul, couldn't carry on. The weight of it pressed on his chest, heavy as the mist that cloaked the pitch, and he wondered if he was ready to step out of the shadows if the time came.
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