It seems as though my feelings for you are beginning to change. At first it wasn't you that I wanted, but now I'm fiending for you. Honestly I wasn't expecting this turn of events, but at the same time I don't regret it. I mean the fun we had on our night out was more than I ever could've imagined with you, and I wish it hadn't ended. I can't really blame the liquor for me having these feelings for you, but I can say that it helped me admit it to myself. Honestly I always had feelings for you, but I never knew how strongly I felt about you until after that night. When we took those pictures together I could see it in my eyes just how strongly I felt for you. If that wasn't enough, when we were sitting by the dj and I started caressing your hand, I knew that this just felt right. Ever since that day I just can't get you off my mind even though I feel as though we'll be nothing more than friends... with benefits (maybe)? Ever since then you've been on my mind, but I've been trying to keep how I feel to myself. I mean I want to tell you how I feel, but I don't want to feel like I've been rejected because you say you don't feel the same or you don't want to ruin our friendship... I'm a little surprised I fell for you like this, but I'm hoping things can work out in a way we both can be happy with. I just need to figure out the proper way to tell you how I feel in a way to not complicate things. Hopefully you feel something for me so there's even a slight chance that things may go well. This will be the first time I had to really go through this because this time it's something I have to do on my own since I don't really have anyone to talk too for advice on this situation...
