I closed shut the window i was staring from as the rain drops got bigger and bigger distracting me from the heavy thoughts that beled my conscious..it was the very last night in Sentely high school..and i knew there was no point of return..the rain got heavier almost smashing the rain drops on the window creating a beautiful scenery along the lights and that mainly settled my thoughts to the imagery of the last day that i had expected fondlyy..tears slowly formed as i highly restrained myself from thinking about him...but yet there i was staring at the swimming pool while most of my friends were posting tiktoks and remnising of all the good last days the colours were spilled on shirts
..there were tears of joy or other grounded feelings but i saw them sitting in the far grounded ,Christine had sat on Nolan's laps as they chatted while smiling at each other ..I saw this ending mainly i was equally sad and happy at the sight and i couldnt process the many emotions i felt but as i quickly as i wethered around ...Christine had sat on Nolan's laps and i left to talk to the general that i needed to leave first thing tomorrow..i needed an early booking.I was though very happy that i wouldnt see some people ever again my friend Marilyn saw me and happily cheered i have talked to him..am so happy well she was happy she talked to her boyfriend and all was well as we ran to pack our things i passed by Heather who seemed to be leaving that instinct and we took pictures together i cheered my school young sisters they had yet a whole year.I left them some memories of me..they looked sad almost disappointed i hugged them and i knew i might never see them again .I forced myself not to think him,i was still trying to sleep grasping the last memories of my high school the craziest part of life..that i lived there a hopeless romantic i looked over at Christine's bed as she slept lights off i felt guilty she really loved him and i had to move on for her if not me.I turned to the window the blurry vision of the lights the rain was still pouring i forced myself to sleep then before the rain blurred..i swore those were the last tears i will ever shed for shit of that sort.I was gonna go to the streets i had plans ,hopes and more to life so i closed my eyes and got some sleep.