Chapter 4 - Chapter four breaking hearts

At midnight I snuck out of the room I pass the guards there were a ton more so I needed to be careful. So I don't get caught I went to see Ash Is hiding in the fountain I look down at him I started to laugh "what's so funny!?" He said "nothing just-" he went out of the fountain I blushed a little knowing he is so close to me his hair is darker than usual since his hair is wet his hair isn't in a ponytail since the hair-tie got lost in the water his hair. I can't stop looking at it his hair down is so bea- "What?" He said "why are you looking at my hair?" "Oh uh it's beautiful" looking down Ash blush "it's beautiful when it's down but also up to" why am I saying this I need to get control of myself if I don't want to spell the beans "anyways" Ash took my hand MY HAND!! Then he flew off with me I can't believe we're holding hands in the air HOLDING HANDS!!!!! I keep looking at his hand holding my hand as we flew into the air and near a cliff below us is a lake I got nervous since I can swim and I don't think he can't ether. "W-what are we doing so close to water" I said nervously. "You scared?" He said in a sarcastic voice then he laughs a bit am toning he is definitely not afraid of the water I mean look at what he respond with. " I can't swim that's all I don't want to drown". " don't worry can't swim either but I go here all the time" so he can't swim either I thought to myself . "Well am thinking of OF- WHOA HELP". he noted th are f I flip and fell of the cliff handing out with my both hands above the water he quickly grabs my hand and pulls me up I keep breathing heavily of knowing I could have died. "You should go home it's so dangerous.." "No!" " YOU ALMOST DIED" "and?" " AND IT COULD HAVE BEEN MY FULT SO LEAVE" he looks serous I know he doesn't it mean it like that but still. I walk off leaving him behind. (ASH POV WHEN HE IS HERE ALONE AFTER LIGHT LEFT) ASH POV: He thinks I can't believe it I I blew him off like that he started to cry a bit wishing he haven't. He stands up seeing heaven from long above (NOW BACK TO LIGHT POV) He walks home sadly sulking my mom is waiting for me in my room I am thinking busted "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!? AM BEEN WORRIED SICK" "am been ummmmm beeeeenn-" "DON'T LIE TO ME AM BEEN CALLING EVERY TOWNSPEOPLE TO SAY YOUR BEEN MISSING" "YOU DID WHAT!? MOM YOU DID WHAT????""YOU CALLED THE TOWNSPEOPLE!? THATS too far mom" "YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO AM THE QUEEN AND YOUR MOTHER" "you can't be worrying the townspeople with our problems" "I CAN AND WILL MY SON MY ONLY FAVORITE SON WAS MISSING AND WHAT EVEN AT NIGHT!?" I turn around turing my back on her look at the window to the outside "don't you dare young man turn around and face your mother" I turn around again I have tears in my eyes holding to em back I never seen her snap like this before she doesn't even noticed how Come she doesn't notice her son almost crying she is the worse she doesn't even know if I am crying, mad or just annoyed. She just can't tell what am feeling one of the reasons I hate her " so what you going to ground me?" "That's exactly what am going to do YOU DO NOT LEAVE THIS ROOM UNTILL I AND I FEEL SAFE TO DO SO DO NOT LEAVE THIS ROOM" she screams at me like it was nothing she left then I started crying if I am crying in front of her she would think am am a problem or like a burden she doesn't like to take care of me she is a two face mother with different personalities. I look at the window seeing that is it block of from sneaking out so I needed to find another way but should I Ash l doesn't want to see me. I mean does he he did push me away but it was for my safety. Then I just walk to the bed to look at the window I see a shadow figure in the distance I open my window to see and it see Ash. He is just probably flying to hell now I notice one is his feathers fell and it fell close to my window and I open it and grab it. I have two of his fathers now I put it in the desk where the other one is. Then I went to sleep the next day I woke up I see my breakfast on my desk she wasn't kidding when she said to stay in my room. As am eating my breakfast I heard a knock on my window and it is Ash .