Daisy
I want to meet him, to see with my own eyes that he is safe , to ask him why he is like that, . " I will come , I want to see him ". I follow Chris to his car , " Come, ". He opened the door for me , I have a feeling in my heart that Daniel might not want to see me , How will he react after seeing me , What will I say to him after I listened him talking all that gibberish .
" Hey, Are you dreaming ? we are here ", Chris wiggle my arm , I don't know when we reach to the hospital . " You drove so fast ".
" I drove fast , Seriously . Did you forget your speed when we take Daniel to the hospital . I had just pay 200 $ penalty for that ". He opens his seatbelt and get out of the car .
" Really , oh I am so Sorry but because of that I just save your precious friend from dying ". I shut the door and started walking to the hospital. We took the elevator, reach to the 8th floor . " Which room ", I asked.
"The last room of this floor . " . My heart was beating at an unsteady speed . And I imagine Daniel's face and a weird expression that he will give me after seeing me here together with Chris. We reach to the room , " You go first , I think you have a lot to talk to him ".
He took step back from the door and ask me to go inside alone. I open the door with my shaky hand and saw Daniel sitting on his bed , looking outside the window . It's snowing .
I think he sense my presence but he didn't turned his head towards me , he keep looking through the window . " Are you embarrassed about what happen today and now you are not even going to look at me . " I shut the door behind me and walk towards his bed .
" I am not embarrassed , I know that this day will come for sure . That you will see me like this " , he finally turns his head to me and I can see sadness in his eyes , there was a lot of things going on in his head . The expressions of his says it all when he smiles at me but this time his smile doesn't make my heart flutters , it makes my heart ache.
"So why didn't you go home , Were you worried about me ", he quickly changes his expressions . " Well , I wanted to check if you are alive or not because if you have died I think Chris will probably sent me to prison ". I fixed my hair and top .
" Okay , so now you are alive . I will leave " , I turn to leave from room but he stops me . I look over my shoulder to see him . He is holding my wrist and looking at me with those pleading eyes.
" Don't Go , Stay ". He said softly , and trust me the way he spoke and is looking at me , I can't say No. Without any further thinking I drop my bag on the nightstand , " Okay but just for 30 more minutes ".
I sat on the couch near the bed , He is still looking at me like he is memorizing my every action . " Chris left me with you thinking I have a lot to talk about . and I do have questions for you but right now I will not ask if you are not comfortable with it " .
" Ask whatever you want . I am never gonna say no to you for anything Izel. " He gave me one of his perfect smile . Moments before I had so many questions but now my mind go empty because of the way he is staring at me . His stare can drive me crazy , my heart again started beating fast and I can feel the sound up to my ears .
" Okay, so tell me what does Izel means", I don't want to bring any topics related to his past so I will not ask him at least for now.
" That's out of the topic question ," he took a deep breathe , " well Izel is a Turkish word which initially means One Of A kind , it's says you are Unique . Especially for me " . His eyes were saying all the feelings he was hiding and I never felt so special in my entire life . He was serious when he said I am his Peace , he was serious when he said he likes me . I can feel tears forming in my eyes but I stop them from falling. No one had ever said something like that for me . Never .
" What happened Izel " , He get up from the bed and sat next to me . Worriedly .
" Nothing , I just can't believe It has such deep meaning behind it " , He was pleased to hear my answer , I can see happiness in his dark deep eyes.
" Okay , So now you tell me What were you doing with my trousers in the office . Do you need something " , He gave me a flirty smile and came closer to me , So close that my head started spinning .
" What do you mean , I was just checking for your phone to call Chris or James , What were you thinking . Pervert " . My cheeks flustered with his question , He sighed and then sit comfortably on the couch placing his leg on couch .
" I have anxiety and depression , so I got panic attacks sometimes . I don't know when I got depression but the first time I had panic attacks I was only 12 , after sometime everything in my life felt useless , I lost interest in everything . I get irritated easily , I become Bad - tempered , I was no more interested in interacting with other people. My mom tried getting therapies for me but they did not work . My condition just started getting worse so I left my home and move to Greece without telling anyone ", His head was down all the time , I can't see his face but I know that he is struggling with his emotions right now . Yet he tell me a part of his past without me asking.
" So , are you afraid of fire ", I should not ask anymore question , I should probably stop but I want to know more about him . He looks at me and this time their was a different kind of rage in his eyes . I should not have ask that , I made him angry --
" I saw someone burning in fire right in front of my eyes " , He spoke while looking straight in my eyes , I feel shiver throughout my body .
" You saw a person dying ? By burning ? No I mean --" , I lost my words , my throat become so dry that I can barely speak .
" It was my father " .