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Chapter 23 - I am not falling for her or may be I

Setting: Evening. The koi pond behind Elemental International College. The campus has gone quiet — dusk has softened every edge. Lamp posts flicker to life, casting reflections in the rippling water. A few fireflies dance lazily in the shadows.

Red stood near the edge of the pond.

His blazer hung loose over his shoulder. The same red rose — slightly wilted now — twirled slowly between his fingers. But this time, it wasn't a performance.

It wasn't flirtation.

He wasn't thinking about being seen.

He was just… still.

His reflection moved with the pond's gentle waves, blurry and broken.

> Why did her eyes haunt me like this?

He exhaled slowly. The moment he slapped that gift into her hand — pretending it meant nothing — he hadn't thought twice. It was just a prank. Aarif's face was the target.

But when he turned around...

And saw her face...

Those eyes — wide, stunned, glimmering with disbelief.

> I broke something.

And it wasn't just her trust… I broke something inside myself too.

> "Red?"

He flinched at the voice.

Sam, arms folded, walked toward him with that same smug grin.

> "What's this now? You turned philosopher all of a sudden?"

Red didn't respond. His gaze was locked on the koi. Their scales shimmered in the moonlight — peaceful… untouched.

Sam stood beside him, nudging his shoulder playfully.

> "You've been standing here like a lovesick poet for ten minutes."

Red finally looked at him. His voice was quieter than usual.

> "I was just thinking."

> "About what?"

> "Nothing."

Sam laughed.

> "Liar. You're thinking about her."

Red rolled his eyes, looked away.

> "You're falling for Aahi," Sam said, this time not teasing — just stating it, plain and simple.

Red inhaled sharply. His grip on the rose tightened.

> "I'm not."

> "Oh come on, Red. You never cared this much about anyone. Not even yourself."

Red's jaw tensed.

The koi rippled through the water again, as if listening.

Sam leaned closer.

> "You should've seen your face when she cried. You froze."

Red turned toward the water again, lips pressed tight.

His voice came low. Almost broken.

> "She wasn't supposed to cry."

Sam blinked — surprised by the honesty.

> "She wasn't supposed to matter," Red added, eyes fixed on the pond.

"But she did."

For a long moment, silence hung between them.

Even Sam couldn't find something clever to say.

> "That look in her eyes," Red whispered. "It wasn't anger. It was… like she trusted me. Even for a second. And I ruined it."

His fingers finally let the rose drop into the pond. It floated, spinning.

Red watched it sink slowly beneath the ripples — as if something inside him was sinking with it.

Sam sighed, stepping back.

> "Careful, Red. That kind of guilt? That kind of girl? They'll burn through you."

Red didn't reply.

He didn't need to.

Because inside him… the fire had already started.

A storm of emotion. Of guilt. Of something he had never dared to name before:

Love.

But love — when it starts in guilt — doesn't bloom like roses.

It burns.

> "I'm not falling for her," he told himself once more.

But the pond didn't believe him.

And neither did his heart.

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