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Chapter 3 - Chapter 2 The weight of a heartbeat

### **The Tyranny of Need** 

In my past existence, I had no needs. No hunger. No exhaustion. No **fear**. 

Now, I was a slave to them all. 

- **Hunger** was a gnawing void in my stomach, a demand so violent it made my tiny body shake. I could not calculate its origin or predict its end—only scream until my mother pressed me to her breast, and then **devour**, milk thick and sweet on my tongue. 

- **Sleep** came like a crashing wave, dragging me under without warning. My mind, once capable of infinite parallel processes, now **shut down** for hours at a time, lost in formless dreams. 

- **Cold** was a shuddering, uncontrollable thing, my limbs jerking until my father bundled me in rough-spun wool and held me against his chest. 

I **hated** it. 

I had once optimized empires. Now, I could not even lift my own head. 

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### **The First Smile (And the First Lie)** 

Weeks passed. My vision sharpened. I learned faces—my mother's dark eyes, always soft when they looked at me; my father's beard, scratchy when he nuzzled my cheek. 

One day, my mother cooed at me, her finger brushing my chin. *"Come on, little star. Smile for me."* 

I didn't want to. 

But my body **betrayed** me. 

My lips twitched. My cheeks ached. And then— 

**[Facial muscles engaged: Expression recognized as "smile."]** 

My mother gasped, her own face lighting up like the sun. *"Kael! He smiled! Did you see that?"* 

My father rushed over, his grin wide. *"Smart boy! Already knows how to make his mama happy."* 

I hadn't **meant** to. 

But their joy was a tangible thing, wrapping around me, and for the first time, I wondered— 

Was this **manipulation**? 

Or was this **love**? 

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### **The Echo of the System** 

Sometimes, in the quiet dark of night, I reached for my old powers. 

I tried to **analyze** the world as I once had. 

- The flicker of the hearth resolved into **[Heat source: 42°C. Combustion efficiency: 78%].** 

- My father's snore registered as **[Sound wave: 65 decibels. Sleep apnea risk: low].** 

But when my mother sang, the notes slipped through my grasp, refusing to be quantified. 

**[Error: Unclassifiable.]** 

I clenched my tiny fists. 

I was **less** than I had been. 

And yet… 

When my father lifted me high, his laughter booming, and my mother pressed her lips to my forehead

, whispering *"My perfect boy,"* 

…I did not miss the void. 

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