"If you're listening to this, you're probably sitting in your room, wondering why you're so hard to love. You walk through school or anywhere and see others effortlessly striking up conversations, making friends, and fitting in like it's second nature to them. But for you, it's difficult. Every word feels like a struggle, and holding a normal conversation seems impossible.
Your friends hang out with everyone else, leaving you behind because you're the one who never says much. You're the one who laughs at their jokes just to be a part of it all. And the worst part? You never get the answer. When others are asked to group up, you're left standing alone. But you don't care. You'd rather be used and seen than ignored. You just want to be noticed, to feel like you belong.
You convince yourself that you'll never be enough. No matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, it's never enough. People like you, but they don't love you. And that hurts, more than you can explain. But here's the truth: It's not about you. It's about them. The way they see you, the way they treat you—it's a reflection of their own experiences, not your worth.
You have to accept that not everyone will understand you, but that doesn't mean you're not valuable. The truth is, there are people out there who feel the same pain you do. And one day, you'll find those people. They will understand you, they will appreciate you, and most importantly, they will love you for who you are—good side, bad side, and everything in between.
So love yourself, even when it's hard. You are enough, just as you are.