Chapter 4: In the Shadow
Monday, October 12, 2009
Monday morning draped the training ground in a steady drizzle, the kind that soaks through your jacket and leaves everything gray and heavy. After two wins in a row, the air around Crawley Town felt different, lighter, like the weight of relegation fears had eased, just a bit. Niels felt it the moment he stepped onto the pitch, a quiet buzz running through the players. It wasn't cockiness, nor arrogance. It was belief, little but growing, like a spark catching in damp kindling.
By the time Niels stepped onto the pitch, The players were already warming up, jogging in loose circles, their breath puffing in the cold. Milan stood at the far end, arms crossed, watching like a hawk, not just observing but picking apart every detail, every misstep. Niels tossed his bag onto the bench, the wet grass squelching under his boots.
"Morning, boss," he called, voice cutting through the patter of rain.
Milan glanced over, giving a quick nod, his eyes still on the players stretching in the mist. "You watched the footage this weekend?"
"Had to," Niels said, tugging on his training top, the damp fabric clinging to his skin. "Didn't take long to see what we got right."
Milan's mouth twitched, almost a smile. "Good. You want to run the session today?"
The question hit Niels like a cold gust, heavy but thrilling. He didn't need to think twice. "Yeah. I think I'm ready."
This time, Milan's smile broke through, small but real. "Alright, lad. I'm right here if you need me."
Niels nodded, gratitude warming his chest, then turned to the players, who'd gathered in a loose huddle at the center of the pitch, waiting for him. Their eyes were on him, not just curious but expectant, like they were starting to trust him. It wasn't just about drills today, it was about keeping that spark alive, building on the wins, proving they weren't a fluke.
"Alright guys, listen up!" Niels shouted, his voice sharp against the drizzle. "We've shown we can fight. We've shown we can win. But that's not enough. It's about consistency now, building something real. We're not just playing for points, we're building a team, a team who can fight for promotion."
Luka Radev, the 17-year-old winger with quick feet and sharper instincts, locked eyes with him, his gaze steady, almost too mature for his age. Niels trusted Luka, counted on his spark, but he wasn't about to go easy on him or anyone else.
"We're starting with a possession drill, small-sided," Niels said, pacing, his boots leaving faint tracks in the wet grass. "Keep it tight, keep it moving. Talk to each other, know where your mates are. Win the ball, get it forward fast, no more than three touches."
The players split into two teams, orange bibs versus none, and Niels paced the sideline, eyes darting, taking it all in. Jamal Osei owned the midfield, calm and steady, dictating the tempo like a metronome. Liam McCulloch anchored the defense, his voice barking orders, keeping everyone in line. But Luka stole the show, his decisions quick, his positioning sharp, weaving through the chaos like he could see the game a step ahead.
"Good, Luka!" Niels called after a slick one-two. "Jamal, move the ball faster! Don't let them settle. Dev, don't stand still, keep shifting!"
He felt the shift in the air, the players weren't just running through drills, they were listening, really listening, moving with him, not just for him. They were buying into his voice, his vision, not because he was some big-name coach, but because he'd earned it, one shout, one nod at a time.
The session mixed possession drills with tactical work, Niels pushing for that extra bit of fire, the intensity that could turn a scrappy League Two side into something more. He had them practice quick transitions, pressing high, then dropping to cover gaps, ideas he knew would matter in the years to come, even if he couldn't explain how he knew.
As the session wound down, players panting, hands on knees, Milan strolled over, hands in his pockets, rain beading on his jacket. He didn't say anything at first, just stood beside Niels, watching the lads cool down, their laughter mixing with the drizzle.
"You're getting it," Milan said finally, his voice low, warm. "They're listening to you now. That's the hardest part."
Niels kept his eyes on the squad, a small smile tugging at his lips. "I'm just trying to keep them sharp. One or two win doesn't mean we're safe, we need to be consistent."
Milan nodded, his gaze steady. "Exactly. Tactics are one thing, but you're not just coaching systems, you're coaching people. That's where it gets messy, and that's where it matters."
Niels looked at the players, Luka joking with Dev, Marko wiping sweat from his brow, quieter but prouder than last week. They were starting to feel like a team, not just a bunch of lads thrown together. It was a good atmosphere, one that was starting to feel more like a team than a group of individuals.
That evening, in the analysis room, Milan left Niels to pore over footage alone. The rain tapped the window, the world outside fading to dark. Niels felt in control, his pen scratching notes, his mind racing through tactics for the upcoming cup match against a lower-league side. It was a chance to prove himself again, to show he wasn't just filling in, wasn't just Milan's shadow.
He wasn't a kid anymore, not the player who'd lost his way. He was still an assistant, still learning, still in the background, but every drill, every shout, every nod from the lads felt like a step toward something bigger.
He wasn't the manager yet. But deep down, in the quiet of the rain-soaked night, Niels knew he was on his way.