"How's everything going for you guys?"
"Mm.. it's fine, They are officially dating now."
"I see, that's good news."
It's so weird, seeing 2 people who shouldn't be together in the original dating right now.
The damn villain dying way too soon. Though he wasn't the real villain but just a mob villain.
That doesn't change the fact that he killed that black haired girl but now... She's getting to live her life to the fullest.
It's funny how I haven't been close with the girl I saved but I'm close with the girl's friend.
"How's it with you? Doing good?"
"I was chosen for the Korean International Cricket team. There's going to be an international 3 match series against japan, France & sweden."
"I didn't know France, Sweden & Japan also played that sport."
Yaa, they only play 20 over and 50 over formats.
But, mostly 20 over.
Especially Sweden & France.
They are some bottom of the barrel associate teams.
Except Japan, all the other teams are probably not even technically sound.
"Well, they aren't very good at it."
"I see. Me too actually, I have a tournament starting next month."
"Good luck with that."
"Hehe, thanks. Same to you, you'd better not lose against those teams and tarnish South Korea's Honour."
"Well, even if we did lose nobody would know so there's absolutely no pressure. So, there's no way this Korean team's losing to anyone."
"Haa, I like that confidence. Atleast there's something you are confident about."
"Obviously I have other things in confident about aswell. It's not like that's my only redeeming quality."
"Haa? Than what else do you got?"
"... Well..."
"As expected... Hahaha"
She started laughing as she pointed at me.
Than she got a call. It said Mom.
She than saw the time and than said in a dejected tone.
"Looks like it's goodbye. Can't believe it's been this late already, feels like just 10 minutes ago when I met you."
"I'm flattered that you had so much fun with me."
I said in a conical manner.
She laughed.
"I hope you had fun too."
"Ofcourse I did..." Walking around with such a beautiful women and getting to talk to her... What would be greater than this.
Obviously I didn't say the entire thing.
"Hehe, I'm glad."
And so she departed.
I feel weird . a bit lonely, watching her back as she leaves.
She looked my way, have a beeming smile as she waved her hands.
I feel weird... So weird inside right now.
Please, don't do this to me man...
...
"Did you like it? The food I bought."
"How..."
"Hmm?"
"How do people make such delicious things with vegetables is beyond my head."
It has more to do with spices than it has to do with the vegetables themselves but I'll let that go.
"Well, food is food and food always tasted good."
People really think that vegetarian food is just literally eating vegetables and fruits.
There are so many things you could make with a mere potato or a tomato.
They'd literally be main dishes when making a gravy Dish.
You can make so many things out of a single vegetable that it's honesty scary how different they taste based on if you either roast it, Put it in water with spices or fry it.
Tho I wouldn't really call them balanced diets which I think non vegetarian food gives the best balanced diet dishes.
But... Well, I don't like eating animals not that I care about their lives or something like that but... I don't know...
I've never liked the idea of eating another Living bring.
I personally think eating flesh is disgusting for me atleast.
Like it is probably disgusting for non vegetarians to think eating vegetarian food is disgusting because all they do is eat raw leaves and flowers.
The same way I find it to gobble down meat of another animal like it's every day thing.
I feel like I'm ripping my son skin and eating it. Which isn't really different for me.
Obviously I stated for me because idc what others do or eat... It's none of my concern.
I just personally hate eating animals flesh because I see my own flesh in it and well that has messed up my mind.
Making me unable to think about eating meat no matter how Tasty it might be.
I don't criticize people who eat it, I just don't like it personally that's all.
...
Man that was a new level of trying to justify myself...
Anyway, my parents and sister were back... My parents were shocked to know that I was back and we had a welcoming party.
I had a dream of marrying mary which obviously wasn't good because she's a character from one of the Comics I read
And... I believe in not worthy of any character that I read about.
Both personality wise and looks based aswell.
I know if I call for them I'd be in for some serious problems.
Especially since she's a friend, I feel it better I do not have such feelings for her because it's sure as hell Threaten our relationship if she knew I started liking her.
The best answer to this you ask?
It's simple, crush these Emotions before they actually start surfacing.
Self deprecate yourself so much that you'll never think about b ing liked or have any unnecessary thoughts.
Because that's kill the relationship if built with her.
It'd have been better if she'd not shown up, haa...
Maybe I shouldn't have called her yesterday...
It's because I did that it's causing problems now.
Though I loved the time we spent together... I regret the moment I didn't try killing thesem Emotions.
And maybe they'd be the reason I someday cry over spilt milk begging for her forgiveness.
I don't want such a day to come ever.
I'm not cawordly nor am I unmanly... I just know my place, if she someday came up telling me she has a new boyfriend.
That doesn't mean I'm ntr'd or whatever. We were never together. I honestly have shamelessly made moves by complimenting her many times.
I've started feeling embarassed now that there aren't any responses.
I'm just a friend and that's all I'll ever be to her.
There'll probably be a day when she'll feel her heart racing when she's called beautiful.
But, that person sure as hell ain't someone like me...
Look at me, you really think she'd be interested romantically for a dude like me.
I'm sure he'll be tall, handsome and caring.
See... That's how you self deprecate yourself. If you do that, you'll never be delusional.
I ain't good looking, I'm not flirty, I ain't tall, I ain't rich, yaa I have a good job now but that God knows how long it might last.
So, I have 0 reasons to be confident in myself.
The only thing I need confidence in is my ability to play cricket.
Nothing is more Important or REAL Than That.