Silence evolved into annoyance very quickly and, once again, their stares followed me.
"Nathan, aren't you hungry?" Emily asked with a lovely pout and sparkling eyes.
Nathan smiled and reclined his arm over my seat very intimately. If I hadn't been watching, I wouldn't notice the small flinch on Emily's body and her pursed lips, they did that every time she was angry at someone.
"Don't worry about me, I can ask for food to be brought here," said Nathan with a smile looking at me.
"That…" Emily blushed again but this time in embarrassment. She was angry too. That expression and that grimace of disgust in her face said it all. Now she was not hiding it. She was not happy, not at all.
"You don't have to do this."
"Shut it little bird, we are staying here to make you a bit smarter. And I am also feeding you, be grateful and be silent."
"Then… then we can also eat here," Emily finally interrupted quickly. "We can order takeout and…"
"No," Nathan said with a sharp tone, "the food smell will be devastating for the library. I will take this little birdie to my office to eat, then we will be back early. As I said, go and come back in two hours. You too birdie, take your things and come, I will test you on the formulas I just taught you. Let's go."
Before anyone could add another word of complain, he grabbed my things and shoved them to my bag, then he carried it and took my hand pulling me to his side. It was swift, quickly and without listening to the others.
I was so embarrassed, but happy…
However, fantasies tend to end quickly.
"Ah… ah…" I couldn't stand it anymore.
"Don't make too much noise, little birdie, do you want everyone hear your lovely moans?" he whispered, "I will get crazy if someone hear you. Be careful, birdie."
He was deep inside me when he said that. His hand was caressing my nape to stop me from moving out of his lips' reach. His other hand was on my waist.
"You… don't do this…"
"Birdie, you can't escape this. You are mine."
When we arrived at his office in the researchers building, he pressed me against his desk and without waiting for me to reject him, he unzipped my pants and suddenly pressed his face there.
I was so… so… embarrassed. I didn't know how to react. Maybe I was shocked, and I pushed him, I almost fell when he moved his tongue inside.
But I couldn't scream, I was angry, and my heart was beating very fast. My tears were already falling down, but he continued. Then he took off the rest of my clothes and watched me cry.
"You don't have a choice now, birdie," he said while cleaning my tears gently. He caressed my cheek and lifted my chin to make me look directly at his deep blue eyes. "You are mine now."
I tried to push him off me but he entered slowly making me know that there was no exit, no way to reject him.
"Why? Why are you doing this to me?" I asked as he moved my waist pushing it to him.
"Because I want to…" he said.
"For how long?" I was out of breath but I tried to stay focused. I wanted to know.
"For as long as I want," he said, "for as long as this feeling, this excitement ends."
"What happen after… ah… that?" he grabbed my breast and sucked my nipple.
"I don't know," he said while smirking over my skin, "maybe I will never let you go."
I chuckled with sarcasm. "Promise to let me go after fun stops, please. Promise that you will tell me beforehand."
He stared at me for a second before pressing me on his desk. Then he continued without a word, without that promise.
He made me come a couple of times before cleaning me and letting me rest on his sofa. I was exhausted. I closed my eyes for a few minutes and when I opened them, there was food on the desk.
He was reviewing something on his computer. "There, eat something before going back to study. I printed you some exercises. Finish them by tomorrow. The explanations are written there too."
"What time is it?"
"Seven pm," he said. "I told the others to leave as I had something else to do."
But… he didn't explain anything important to them. At least nothing they could use in the advanced exercises. His teachings were all directed at my level.
"Then…" on the table were some juice and soup, also some meat and salad.
"Eat before talking," he said still with his eyes at the computer.
"I need to go to the bathroom," I said sighing. There was this soreness down there.
"At the end of the corridor, come back quickly," he said without looking back at me.
I looked around for my bag, it was on the other side of his desk. My intention was to leave that place. The school bus was about to depart in twenty minutes.
I stood up to grab my bag but I noticed that my notebooks and books were all scattered around.
"This…" I said.
"What? Weren't you going to the bathroom? You don't need your notes there, right?"
I turned around defeated. Then I went to be bathroom but midway I realize that I don't need to give a damn about his stupid orders. I can leave whenever I want!
I was about to turn around to grow myself some spine, but then… I heard it.
"I saw you with a girl today, that was Jena, right?" he was on speaker phone.
"Yes," he answered. The door was ajar, and I could hear his conversation. "What do you want Matt?"
"You said that you wanted the research job in Royal College because of someone, I thought you wanted to be there for Emily," the man called Matt said with a final chuckle. "Man, what are you doing with that plain girl? Are you playing a game like before?"
I knew it.