My hideout in the library's corner was discovered very fast.
There he was again, Nathan Reed. He was wearing casual clothe, not the expensive and elegant suit. He seemed more relaxed too.
"I have something to do," I said as I was reading my notes from my class on financial maths. I was not focused in class, my mind kept wandering to negative thoughts each time. I was not motivated too.
"But I need your phone number," he said as I was trying to ignore him.
I shook my head, "there is no need for that. Can you leave me alone?"
I didn't hear a word for a few seconds, but then…
His phone screen was right in front of me, then a video and me… naked, moaning under him.
I tried to take the phone and he smirked.
"Your number."
"What do you want?"
He leaned on my shoulder, his hand touched my breast and pressing it. Fortunately, my hideout was in the corner of the library, there were no students there.
"I want a plaything while I stay in this school, I want to fuck you everyday. You know I need it to focus on my thoughts."
"You are sick," he pressed my breast again and unbuttoned my shirt a bit. I felt his finger already touching my skin.
"Stop it now! If I scream someone will know and you will be taken away as a pervert."
"Well, I don't care, but you should," he pressed his lips on my neck. "Will you like to exposed to the word as a slut and also be expelled for going to that bar? Maybe those mafia guys will find you too, what do you think, Jena?"
I bit my lip, I was so frustrated. Nothing good ever happens to me. Why couldn't he leave alone?
But then again, this was the story of my life.
I laughed. "Do you think I care about what happen to me?"
Then he turned my chin towards him. His eyes and expression were surprised and somehow… thoughtful.
"You shouldn't care about this proposal then, we can have fun together," he said while caressing my lips, "if you find life boring then I can give you something entertaining to do. What do you think?"
I frowned.
This was confusing.
"Why are you doing this to me? Is there no other girls willing to do this with you?"
What I really wanted to ask was if he was not interested in Emily.
He smiled again and sat beside me. "I want you… for now. That night we share was truly good. We have excellent compatibility. "
Well, again, he may want the toy that he hadn't fully used. And maybe, I was a bit… a tiny bit flattered that he seemed to find me desirable. Deep inside, I was a bit interested. Maybe it would not be a bad idea. After all, what else can I lose.
"There you are…."
Emily had just arrived… and her group of friends.
"Nathan, you said that you could help us with some exercises of Calculus, we…" she was looking straight at Nathan not at me. Not even one of her gazes stopped at my face for even a second.
That lovely stare, that sweet smile and her bright personality, she attracted every person to her like that, and they were all directed at Nathan.
Well, this was better, if they leave, I get to think more about what that man was proposing. He was blackmailing me and for god's sake, I was about to say yes.
If that man made me his lover, sexual toy, or forgettable and convenient sexual partner, I would be entertained for a bit, but then… I've never had a boyfriend, all those men in my life didn't actually like me. They acted close to me just to get to Emily, while I was left behind in the shadows as always.
Then, why should I think someone would really be interested in me? That can't be, that can't happen, it's unreal. So… he wants to get close to Emily. He might be using me as a pastime but, in the end, he will ask me to help him stay with her. That was his game.
"Jena? Jena?"
I was distracted on my own thought that I didn't realize they were all staring at me. I didn't like to be the center of attention in anything.
"Nathan was saying he was helping you with something in math, do you mind if he helps us too?"
Her sweet voice a bomb to everybody's hearts.
"It's okay, I wanted to study alone for a while and get this done on my own."
The reality of things was that I was nowhere near their abilities and skills. We all have the same Calculus class, but they were at the top of the class, while I was at most, a bit over the average.
I didn't want them to mock me or find me annoying for not understanding the basics just like them.
"Great, then… Nathan, shall we go? We have a room reserved upstairs, we can all go there and…"
"This one is wrong, you should use this formula like this…" Nathan said interrupting Emily and taking my pencil, then he wrote the answer in his beautiful and stylish handwritten letters.
"Then you apply the formula like this," he said again and with a small drawing he started explaining me everything. At first, I was a bit embarrassed, as I didn't want anyone to notice my lack of understanding, but then… his explanations made a lot more sense.
"Did you get it?" he whispered and I nodded, then I completed the next two exercises by myself and he patted my head as if I was a little girl.
"Nathan?"
Oh… I forgot for a second. I looked at Nathan waiting for him to leave. "Thank you."
Nathan smiled. "I think I am needed more here, and I promise Jena too, so what about staying here…"